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2011 February 21 « Eating My Words
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When you’ve done all you can. Today I went to the doctor’s surgery and weighed myself on the big scale there. It wasn’t done out of eating disordered urges. (For that I would have gone to Boots and weighed myself furtively, not walked in to the doctor’s and politely asked the receptionist if I could note my weight.) I wanted to make sure that I was keeping stable. So why hasn’t this thing gone away yet? Why am I still ill? What more can I do? February 21, 2011. Everything is always OK in the end.
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If « Eating My Words
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From something I wrote earlier today:. What would I think about if I didn’t have the ED to occupy my mind like this? It takes up about 90% of my waking thoughts, possibly more. Assuming I get to be an old lady, will I look back on my life and remember the meals and the purging and the gains and the losses in infinitesimal detail, and see everything else as a vague blur? January 25, 2011. 3 Comments ». Hugs* I’m sorry you’ve been through so much. January 25, 2011 Reply. You sound like me! Things I've...
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2011 January 23 « Eating My Words
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Things that helped: truthfulness. The most important thing of all – the thing on which everything else was based – was truth. The truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. Anorexia represents something special to you. What is important here: being perceived in a particular way by K, or allowing K to help you with the problems that are making your life miserable? She can’t do that if she doesn’t know what the problems are. You might think that you can’t be honest because it’s too over...Second ch...
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When you’ve done all you can « Eating My Words
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When you’ve done all you can. Today I went to the doctor’s surgery and weighed myself on the big scale there. It wasn’t done out of eating disordered urges. (For that I would have gone to Boots and weighed myself furtively, not walked in to the doctor’s and politely asked the receptionist if I could note my weight.) I wanted to make sure that I was keeping stable. So why hasn’t this thing gone away yet? Why am I still ill? What more can I do? February 21, 2011. 3 Comments ». Virtual hugs and real prayers*.
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Lethargic « Eating My Words
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It’s all so boring. Does it never end? February 7, 2011. 2 Comments ». 8220;It’s enough for my mum to know that I starved myself without reading about the 75-calorie days in detail.”. I understand this feeling. Having others know in theory is much different than having them really sit down with the graphic day-to-day reality of living with an ED. This CAN end, eventually. I’ve not gotten there either, but some have, and why not be one of them? February 7, 2011 Reply. Comment by North of Normal. Get every...
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Harriet « Eating My Words
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When you’ve done all you can. Today I went to the doctor’s surgery and weighed myself on the big scale there. It wasn’t done out of eating disordered urges. (For that I would have gone to Boots and weighed myself furtively, not walked in to the doctor’s and politely asked the receptionist if I could note my weight.) I wanted to make sure that I was keeping stable. So why hasn’t this thing gone away yet? Why am I still ill? What more can I do? February 21, 2011. 8220;You’re so healthy! They know that I wa...
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2011 January 25 « Eating My Words
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From something I wrote earlier today:. What would I think about if I didn’t have the ED to occupy my mind like this? It takes up about 90% of my waking thoughts, possibly more. Assuming I get to be an old lady, will I look back on my life and remember the meals and the purging and the gains and the losses in infinitesimal detail, and see everything else as a vague blur? January 25, 2011. Everything is always OK in the end. If it’s not OK, it’s not the end. When you’ve done all you can.
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2011 February 07 « Eating My Words
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It’s all so boring. Does it never end? February 7, 2011. Everything is always OK in the end. If it’s not OK, it’s not the end. When you’ve done all you can. 8220;You’re so healthy! Things that helped: truthfulness. I love my family, but…. An interesting piece of research. Anorexia and Bulimia Care. So It Goes a Bit Like This. Iced Tea and Lemon Cake. Pennies in Our Pockets. Things I've gained. Create a free website or blog at WordPress.com. Follow “Eating My Words”. Build a website with WordPress.com.