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For the Hypersexualized › Dearest P.
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Thursday, May 19, 2011. Dearest P., I’ve been fantasizing about leaving M. to be with you. But I much prefer the fantasy, the “idea” of it all. The reality would be very difficult and painful in this very crucial time in my life. And the truth is, I can’t leave someone until I know it absolutely can’t work with [.]. Also tagged growing pains. Monday, November 8, 2010. Also tagged breaking relationship patterns. Saturday, July 17, 2010. Also tagged the good kind. Monday, May 10, 2010. Pain Wailing, scream...
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For the Hypersexualized › The Willingness to Move Forward
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The Willingness to Move Forward. Having completed a moral inventory of my resentments, fears, sex conduct, and other misconducts and having read it to another AA member as I am supposed to do in Step 5, I was initiated into one of the more covertly difficult steps in the 12 step program. Step 6: Were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character. Sex-related defects: selfish pursuit of sex, lust, flirting, jealousy, suspicious, manipulation, and vanity. Selfishness: self-obsession; sel...
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For the Hypersexualized › A little ditty for that heartbreaking exboyfriend.
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Tag Archives: Endings and beginnings. A little ditty for that heartbreaking exboyfriend. Sunday, February 27, 2011. What I’ll never get to say to A. (or to anyone else but you), purely for the fear of revealing the impact he’s had and still has, fearfully, shamefully, on my life and the love I have to give. Painful love lessons, leave me be. How can one feel so much from simple memory? Also tagged Character Defects. Monday, November 8, 2010. Also tagged breaking relationship patterns. One Day at a Time.
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For the Hypersexualized › On ending things.
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Tag Archives: Progress not perfection. Monday, November 8, 2010. A long time ago, I read a message written on a scrap piece of paper I found in a library book that said, You don’t know how much you love someone until you’re faced with losing them . Recently, I lost that someone. For the first time since our turbulent relationship started, I found myself at [.]. Also tagged breaking relationship patterns. Wednesday, September 29, 2010. Facing little progress, and definitely not perfection.
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For the Hypersexualized › Dearest P.
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Thursday, May 19, 2011. Dearest P., I’ve been fantasizing about leaving M. to be with you. But I much prefer the fantasy, the “idea” of it all. The reality would be very difficult and painful in this very crucial time in my life. And the truth is, I can’t leave someone until I know it absolutely can’t work with [.]. Also tagged growing pains. Sunday, March 13, 2011. Also tagged Character Defects. Friday, July 30, 2010. I entertained [.]. Also tagged Substance abuse. Just thinking aouu yo! June and July h...
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For the Hypersexualized › Closer
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Tag Archives: Substance abuse. Friday, July 30, 2010. Shaw is driving to my city as I type this. We both always loved music, and he’s coming for a show with a car full of friends. I bought my ticket so I could join them. It took me a lot not to ask him in a message, How far are you now? I entertained [.]. Just thinking aouu yo! Friday, July 16, 2010. Also tagged growing pains. Love was a drug, and my drug was a powder (pt 3). Tuesday, April 20, 2010. Love was a drug, and my drug was a powder (pt 2).
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For the Hypersexualized › The Willingness to Move Forward
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Tag Archives: breaking relationship patterns. The Willingness to Move Forward. Sunday, January 23, 2011. Having completed a moral inventory of my resentments, fears, sex conduct, and other misconducts and having read it to another AA member as I am supposed to do in Step 5, I was initiated into one of the more covertly difficult steps in the 12 step program. Step 6: Were entirely ready to have God [.]. Also tagged Character Defects. Monday, November 8, 2010. Also tagged Endings and beginnings. Last night...
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For the Hypersexualized › Uncategorized
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The Willingness to Move Forward. Sunday, January 23, 2011. Having completed a moral inventory of my resentments, fears, sex conduct, and other misconducts and having read it to another AA member as I am supposed to do in Step 5, I was initiated into one of the more covertly difficult steps in the 12 step program. Step 6: Were entirely ready to have God [.]. Tagged breaking relationship patterns. One Day at a Time. Where the Heart Is.
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For the Hypersexualized › A little ditty for that heartbreaking exboyfriend.
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A little ditty for that heartbreaking exboyfriend. What I’ll never get to say to A. (or to anyone else but you), purely for the fear of revealing the impact he’s had and still has, fearfully, shamefully, on my life and the love I have to give. Painful love lessons, leave me be. How can one feel so much from simple memory? Loving you has left me burnt. Your unforgettable sting still feels current. And after all that was ‘us’ is over, what is my end result? Remembering our despair and the common insult.
