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Zenith Chasing: Formication and hallucinations - when shit gets real
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A twenty-something, female, east-coast original, creatively inclined, dirt poor, recovering addict documents her struggles and triumphs as she claws her way towards her dream of a happy and productive life in San Francisco. Saturday, November 9, 2013. Formication and hallucinations - when shit gets real. Speed bugs, picking, and formication. I just wrote like three paragraphs and the stupid site randomly refreshed and deleted it. Let me try this again writing in notepad so i don't lose my comment again.
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Zenith Chasing: Drained.
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A twenty-something, female, east-coast original, creatively inclined, dirt poor, recovering addict documents her struggles and triumphs as she claws her way towards her dream of a happy and productive life in San Francisco. Thursday, September 26, 2013. Why is every little thing I do such an enormous task? Ways in which I would like my life to become manageable. I want to live in an environment in which I feel safe and comfortable. I want to have friends who truly care about me and who support me and hav...
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Zenith Chasing: November 2013
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A twenty-something, female, east-coast original, creatively inclined, dirt poor, recovering addict documents her struggles and triumphs as she claws her way towards her dream of a happy and productive life in San Francisco. Saturday, November 9, 2013. Formication and hallucinations - when shit gets real. Speed bugs, picking, and formication. I just wrote like three paragraphs and the stupid site randomly refreshed and deleted it. Let me try this again writing in notepad so i don't lose my comment again.
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Zenith Chasing: Utterly powerless over addiction
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A twenty-something, female, east-coast original, creatively inclined, dirt poor, recovering addict documents her struggles and triumphs as she claws her way towards her dream of a happy and productive life in San Francisco. Saturday, September 14, 2013. Utterly powerless over addiction. T and myself in a squat in Portland, Maine 2011. At the conclusion of my two lists about how my life had become unmanageable I wrote the following. I posted before in 'Scars on my Soul - Past Sex Work and Recovery'. Utter...
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Zenith Chasing: Muni sucks and so does methadone maintenance
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A twenty-something, female, east-coast original, creatively inclined, dirt poor, recovering addict documents her struggles and triumphs as she claws her way towards her dream of a happy and productive life in San Francisco. Thursday, August 29, 2013. Muni sucks and so does methadone maintenance. GIRL: Excuse me can I please sit there? LADY: (ignores girl completely). GIRL: Excuse me Ma'am can you please move your purse so I can sit down? LADY: (continues to ignore the girl). OLD MAN: Hey there little girl.
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Zenith Chasing: Triggers, Safety, & Dimly Lit Tunnels.
http://zenithchasing.blogspot.com/2013/10/triggers-safety-dimly-lit-tunnels.html
A twenty-something, female, east-coast original, creatively inclined, dirt poor, recovering addict documents her struggles and triumphs as she claws her way towards her dream of a happy and productive life in San Francisco. Tuesday, October 1, 2013. Triggers, Safety, and Dimly Lit Tunnels. Had a very productive morning once I forced myself out of bed. I have started using this online alarm clock. Look a little closer. More ways in which I would like my life to become manageable. I would like to work thro...
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Zenith Chasing: August 2013
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A twenty-something, female, east-coast original, creatively inclined, dirt poor, recovering addict documents her struggles and triumphs as she claws her way towards her dream of a happy and productive life in San Francisco. Saturday, August 31, 2013. Tami writes, [.] "I found Methadone and have been sober since 3-21-11. The program saved my life, and I am grateful to be on it. Without it I might be dead! An excerpt from Methadone Saved My Life. By Tami Ash on Addicted To Sobriety. PS - I have a twitter a...
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Zenith Chasing: Overhwelmed by petty bullshit
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A twenty-something, female, east-coast original, creatively inclined, dirt poor, recovering addict documents her struggles and triumphs as she claws her way towards her dream of a happy and productive life in San Francisco. Wednesday, September 10, 2014. Overhwelmed by petty bullshit. One of the things I have been struggling with lately is keeping my room clean. I know how silly that must sound. I live in an SRO, which means single room occupancy. Here is what Wikipedia. Has to say about SROs. Faces and ...
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Zenith Chasing: October 2013
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A twenty-something, female, east-coast original, creatively inclined, dirt poor, recovering addict documents her struggles and triumphs as she claws her way towards her dream of a happy and productive life in San Francisco. Tuesday, October 8, 2013. Some thoughts on how to heal from rape and sexual assault. So I wasn't sure if I wanted to write about this or not but I'm going to go ahead and do it, because why the hell not? Then it is totally fucking worth it. Flash forward to college. I was not yet ...
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Zenith Chasing: September 2013
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A twenty-something, female, east-coast original, creatively inclined, dirt poor, recovering addict documents her struggles and triumphs as she claws her way towards her dream of a happy and productive life in San Francisco. Thursday, September 26, 2013. Why is every little thing I do such an enormous task? Ways in which I would like my life to become manageable. I want to live in an environment in which I feel safe and comfortable. I want to have friends who truly care about me and who support me and hav...