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Why I’ll Try Quetiapine – Through the Amygdala
https://throughtheamygdala.wordpress.com/2016/12/29/why-ill-try-quetiapine
About Me and My Amygdala. Why I’ll Try Quetiapine. December 29, 2016. December 29, 2016. I am trapped in a cage with a tiger. It can be fearsome and actually, pretty bloody violent! Well, that’s tigers for you! This tiger can take great big swipes at me and if it catches me with it’s claws then ouchie! There are occasions when their shouts feel critical and that really hurts. I’m doing my best. Who wants to be bitten and scratched by a tiger? One day…this’ll be my tiger and me. I Drunk Dialled The World.
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The fight – Through the Amygdala
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About Me and My Amygdala. In my ‘About’ section I say I have depression and complex post traumatic stress disorder. But this is a example of something that is both true and not true. Truth and honesty are incredibly important to me. It’s a big part of why I write this so it might seem odd to call my diagnoses true/ not true. True: I do have a diagnosis of depression. Not true: I have a diagnosis of c-PTSD. What’s that all about? Well, I’ll tell you. Maybe mild as I am still in work. Who knows? Without pr...
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Rapid cycling – You mean the DSM was written about me?
https://iamthatpersonwhoalreadyknows.wordpress.com/2017/01/09/rapid-cycling
You mean the DSM was written about me? Random, amusing, sporatic, with thrills of my life ruminating through my diagnoses. January 9, 2017. Anyone have any advice on how to cope with this? Interpretations through this ordeal. 2 thoughts on “ Rapid cycling. Now, to deal with these unpredictable extreme states you need to come up with some plans. By that I mean have a think – when you are euphoric what should you do? Think calming activities) And what shouldn’t you do? Liked by 1 person. Fill in your detai...
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Alone on the edge – Justbreathe826
https://justbreathe826.wordpress.com/2016/11/04/alone-on-the-edge
Trying to navigate the mental health world with my fairly new diagnosis of CPTSD. Trying to find my voice. Follow Justbreathe826 on WordPress.com. November 26, 2016. November 22, 2016. Silence of God – Ear Piercingingly Deafening. November 4, 2016. Alone on the edge. November 4, 2016. One Man – Wish you Could have Stayed. November 3, 2016. November 4, 2016. Alone on the edge. I sit alone on the edge. Feeling free for the first time. Will it be high enough. To complete the job. Nobody knows I’m here.
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Silence of God – Ear Piercingingly Deafening – Justbreathe826
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Trying to navigate the mental health world with my fairly new diagnosis of CPTSD. Trying to find my voice. Follow Justbreathe826 on WordPress.com. November 26, 2016. November 22, 2016. Silence of God – Ear Piercingingly Deafening. November 4, 2016. Alone on the edge. November 4, 2016. One Man – Wish you Could have Stayed. November 3, 2016. November 4, 2016. Silence of God – Ear Piercingingly Deafening. Alone on the edge. 3 thoughts on “ Silence of God – Ear Piercingingly Deafening. All I can say is that ...
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White Flag – Through the Amygdala
https://throughtheamygdala.wordpress.com/2017/01/08/white-flag
About Me and My Amygdala. January 8, 2017. I want to give in. I surrender. Dear mental illness/disorder/flaw or whatever the fuck you are, I submit. Well, I want. To but I’m so goddamn stubborn that I just can’t. I want to give in and accept the things I believe:. I am a flaw in the Universe. As long as I am alive the balance in the world will tip towards bad. To keep my children and family safe I must harm myself to redress the balance. All good things I experience must be punished. A girl can dream....
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Dissociation – Through the Amygdala
https://throughtheamygdala.wordpress.com/2017/01/12/dissociation
About Me and My Amygdala. January 12, 2017. Yesterday it was like being unreal. I’d look at my hands, specifically my scars, and wonder – who did that? It couldn’t have been me. It was). I’d look at the scars and try and connect with the me that did that but, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t. I wondered if this spaced-out-me was actually the real me because spaced-out-me couldn’t understand self-harming and that’s got to be good, right? Am I awake or dreaming right now? I’m much better now...
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I Drunk Dialled The World – Through the Amygdala
https://throughtheamygdala.wordpress.com/2017/01/02/i-drunk-dialled-the-world
About Me and My Amygdala. I Drunk Dialled The World. January 2, 2017. I drank a lot of gin. I knew I was drunk. I didn’t care. I don’t usually drink as it’s bad for depression and I have a habit of losing control. But I didn’t care. I decided it was a great time to connect with people. I sent fb messages. I looked up people from my past that I have absolutely no reason to look up. I called people I hadn’t spoken to in years and probably left drunken rambling messages. I rang my friend in Canada. Fill in ...
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Scared – Through the Amygdala
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About Me and My Amygdala. January 4, 2017. January 4, 2017. I keep trying to ignore how suicidal I feel. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do. I absolutely 100% know I don’t want to die and yet there is this constant internal monologue telling me that I do. But I don’t. When I properly got up this morning I had a plan for the day and I stuck to it. I took the bus to town…and closed my eyes as we drove over the bridge I imagine jumping off of. But, but, but… help. I Drunk Dialled The World. I wish I could...
