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MoVinG oN: Oh Where
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Not sure where to, but I'll figure it out somewhere along the way. Tuesday, March 31, 2015. He wishes me good night and says, "I hope you get married soon.". Why, I think, why is he saying that,. He says "So you should be going home at 6 to a husband and a family,. Not staying here at the office.". Yes, that would be nice I guess,. I say Amen as I always do,. Thank him for his bracha. He has good intentions. But it's the message that is being sent,. That I cannot be a strong independent woman. Though it'...
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MoVinG oN: Cold
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Not sure where to, but I'll figure it out somewhere along the way. Wednesday, February 11, 2015. It will be back. When you look at me,. But I look away. Don't want to see. Don't want to admit. And you're never coming back. Want to know why. But don't want to ask,. So I stand in the cold,. Waiting for the sun's return. THINK before you utter your thoughts. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. From My Pen To Your Heart. A Yungerman In Lubavitch. Talk Jewish To Me. David on the Lake.
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MoVinG oN: That Face
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Not sure where to, but I'll figure it out somewhere along the way. Wednesday, March 4, 2015. Surprised to see me? I've been here all along. To turn and notice me,. Yet you never really look. You don't see life. Or love, or future. All you see is dark circles. The one that looks dewy and tanned. Or pale and white,. That face that looks pristine and fresh. Or tired and blurred. That looks lean and thin. Or full and bloated,. That face that smiles in greeting. Or glares in warning. With an oversized sweater.
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MoVinG oN: Replaceable
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Not sure where to, but I'll figure it out somewhere along the way. Wednesday, April 1, 2015. THINK before you utter your thoughts. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Living life, trying to pass the time. I love to write and share my thoughts. I also like feedback. My motto is, "it's all good". That is not always the case, but I try to remember that whenever I am down. View my complete profile. From My Pen To Your Heart. A Yungerman In Lubavitch. Talk Jewish To Me. Sneaking In to Sink In. He comes inside...
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MoVinG oN: Static
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Not sure where to, but I'll figure it out somewhere along the way. Tuesday, March 17, 2015. Do you hear that? But they don't get it,. They just keep talking,. Your lips are moving. And all I hear is. Your lips are moving. And you lie lie lie,. I wish you'd stop. But maybe it's me that needs to. Because what you want. And what I want. Hasn't mattered in too long. I wish you'd stop talking,. My head craves the silence,. I want to hide in the closet. Where no one will find me,. Turn off my radio. Living lif...
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MoVinG oN: Sleep
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Not sure where to, but I'll figure it out somewhere along the way. Friday, March 20, 2015. I don't want to go to sleep. It's not that I fear the dark,. Or I feel like I would miss out on life,. In fact I crave the dark. And life can wait. I'm scared of going to sleep,. As the icy hand of night caresses my cheeks. And drowsiness sets in. I try to fight it. To play some more. Going to sleep with the quiet. The night presses in. But I fight it. But you just don't get it. Sleep will come,. I know it will.
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MoVinG oN: Number 2
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Not sure where to, but I'll figure it out somewhere along the way. Wednesday, March 11, 2015. I just keep seeing that number 2. It's just not number one,. Its no more fun. And I just want you to go away. And yet you stay. I hear your voice inside my head. I want it to stop. But you never stop. And I don't want to hate you. Because you're that number 2. THINK before you utter your thoughts. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. From My Pen To Your Heart. A Yungerman In Lubavitch.
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MoVinG oN: Whole
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Not sure where to, but I'll figure it out somewhere along the way. Wednesday, April 8, 2015. Missing parts of us,. Parts we weren't aware. That we were missing. We've grown into the strong. That we strove to be,. And suddenly we're incomplete. On buses, trains,. For some small glimpse. Of that elusive missing piece. Not sure what we are looking for,. We keep trying,. Maybe next time,. We will find it. We don't find it,. Yet we keep trying,. Something in us keeps pushing,. Don't give up yet. No, not I?
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MoVinG oN: Word Salad
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Not sure where to, but I'll figure it out somewhere along the way. Thursday, March 5, 2015. Step up and take control. For if you know. How much power you hold. And you will win. You want to win, don't you,. And winning's not a sin. Don't let them in. Just keep being you. Everyone is leaving,. Moving on, going away,. Not just for a day,. They will not be back. And you rejoice for them. But not for you. You want more,. You want bigger, you want better. You want brighter and greater and MORE-. Bide your tim...
