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insanity / ennui: June 2008
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008. The chicken and the duck. Softly kneaded into the senses was the taste of honey. She put her tongue to it cautiously. Exploding in a fury of rain drenched skin. Hands that sought another's. Lips that craved another's. Chocolate and vanilla rum truffles. Senses tested beyond their limit. All other deviations shut down one by one. Until sunlight poured in through the cobwebbed window panes. A small corner of the room was lit up. She sat there gazing into her soul.
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insanity / ennui: June 2009
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009. 8220;You just sit there… don’t look up. Don’t look in the eye. Don’t look! 8230;act as if he’s invisible. He’ll just go away… or else the light will turn green and soon you’ll drive away. You’ll be home and then you can forget about it.” These are the first thoughts. How did we ever organize ourselves in this society this way? Who made the rules? I don’t know. I’ve run away every time. I’ve never checked it out. Who put them there in the first place? The simple fact of life: ...
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insanity / ennui: present
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Saturday, May 30, 2009. I'm in a dangerous mood. wanna do something crazy and spontaneous. i hate my existence where each moment is recorded and tagged and verified and corrected and placed in custody. He can't come, i can't go. I yearn. Oopli tuplis. Why do we work? So that we have ample time for leisure. i work and then work some more. so does he. i wait, so does he. Saturday, May 30, 2009 9:33:00 PM. Till than happy longing. One day the bridge would be crossed. Monday, June 01, 2009 12:38:00 AM.
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insanity / ennui: May 2011
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Tuesday, May 24, 2011. Salt river and the snake. It takes a very long time to get unused to something in life, especially if it's the good things of our small little petty existence. Thank god it's raining outside. at least some succor to my heartburn. I seem to be sighing a lot more. taking a lot more deep breaths. i'm this close to shutting my phone off. i guess it's always the worst before it gets better. or so i choose to rationalize and fool myself. And all i want is a classic 500! All information, ...
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insanity / ennui: The Aufbau Principle
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009. 8220;You just sit there… don’t look up. Don’t look in the eye. Don’t look! 8230;act as if he’s invisible. He’ll just go away… or else the light will turn green and soon you’ll drive away. You’ll be home and then you can forget about it.” These are the first thoughts. How did we ever organize ourselves in this society this way? Who made the rules? I don’t know. I’ve run away every time. I’ve never checked it out. Who put them there in the first place? The simple fact of life: ...
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insanity / ennui
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Tuesday, May 03, 2011. Early morning chill. rain drenched asphalt. steel. The stirrings of a city. other stirrings as well. Will i fall in love with the pages like i did the last time. just as i'm afraid to go back to an old boyfriend after a breakup, i'm scared to read a book that i love the second time. what if? What if i don't enjoy it so much. What if i'm just rehashing. just like i found out that be 23 if you like jokes, you've probably heard them all. at 30, you've written it all? I have known lot ...
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insanity / ennui: July 2008
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Thursday, July 31, 2008. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). In a gilded cage.very beautiful inside.but it's just as amazing outside.wonder if i should open the door. View my complete profile. Awesome Art by Anjali. Click for a free hit counter. All information, facts, opinions, interests, anger, invective, ire, sarcasm, intentioned finger pointing are my own views. they belong to no organization or member of any organization!
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insanity / ennui: February 2013
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Monday, February 25, 2013. Do you even know what you stand for? Are you against the government? Are you against the mindset of the rapist or the abuser? Are you against the laws? Are you against yourself? Are you against crime? What do you stand for? This is an answer I want from all sections of the society. Politicians, students, housewives, activists, media et al. What do you want from the police? Want us to turn a blind eye to your riding without a helmet? Want us to arrest all the corrupt? There is t...
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insanity / ennui: MISUNDERSTANDING
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Monday, February 25, 2013. Do you even know what you stand for? Are you against the government? Are you against the mindset of the rapist or the abuser? Are you against the laws? Are you against yourself? Are you against crime? What do you stand for? This is an answer I want from all sections of the society. Politicians, students, housewives, activists, media et al. What do you want from the police? Want us to turn a blind eye to your riding without a helmet? Want us to arrest all the corrupt? There is t...
