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Afraid of My Shadow: March 2015
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Afraid of My Shadow. For those who have been scared all their life, maybe there is a reason why. Tuesday, March 31, 2015. I'm deadly afraid of humiliation. And public humiliation. I have this book I've been keeping that I wrote down helpful saying, quotes, my feelings my thoughts. I was looking in it today, and in it there is this caricature of me that I drew. This was long before my awakening. Or, are they they different things? It has to go someplace. So I'll just feel where this place goes. Not that I...
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Afraid of My Shadow: I'm Still Learning
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Afraid of My Shadow. For those who have been scared all their life, maybe there is a reason why. Thursday, August 6, 2015. I've been bad. With all my perfect and wonderful advice here I give online :) I screwed it all up. Its been going on since Saturday, its about that email from his SIL. So # # and I will be off Friday Aug 21 till we'd Sept 2.you coming to camp? Planning on going ,will be leaving on the 27th , leave me a list of what you want me to bring , have to work on sept 2. I called her a whore a...
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Afraid of My Shadow: Hurt Feelings
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Afraid of My Shadow. For those who have been scared all their life, maybe there is a reason why. Saturday, August 1, 2015. Blogging is difficult because whenever you want to talk about someone behind their back this is the place to do it. And if they ever happen across your blog or are regular readers, once you describe the situation they might say a-ha, that's me, that's you, then they are on to you. My situation is about a holiday that I was assuming we were to take together. An email came in from ...
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Afraid of My Shadow: January 2015
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Afraid of My Shadow. For those who have been scared all their life, maybe there is a reason why. Tuesday, January 27, 2015. Time goes slowly now in my life. Fear no more of what I'm not sure. Searching to feel your soul. The strength to stand alone. The power of not knowing and letting go. I guess I've found my way. It's simple when it's right. Feeling lucky just to be here, tonight. And happy just to be me. Love in and out of my, my heart. I can't be afraid. Searching to feel your soul. What planet are ...
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Afraid of My Shadow: October 2014
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Afraid of My Shadow. For those who have been scared all their life, maybe there is a reason why. Tuesday, October 7, 2014. I used to always watch Austin Stevens Adventure Show. He has the skills and knowledge of nature and he knows a little about wind patterns, that is to stay downwind. And lots of other things. What if mother was around me right now? What would I do and say? When you spend your formative years attached to another person, that's the way it will be until you change that. That change w...
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Afraid of My Shadow: May 2015
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Afraid of My Shadow. For those who have been scared all their life, maybe there is a reason why. Friday, May 29, 2015. Narcs Abuse Victims, Really? I just woke up this morning and its like the whole thing has hit me with full force yet again. Was it nice the cat caught the mouse? What a blessing but gee, was it ever disgusting. But we will never have mice in the house as long as we have our kitty. He is a mouser. Isn't it strange how something so horrible can actually be good? All this happened to me bec...
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Afraid of My Shadow: August 2014
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Afraid of My Shadow. For those who have been scared all their life, maybe there is a reason why. Sunday, August 31, 2014. It's turned cold early and the leaves are already starting to turn, and so fishing maybe over early this year. How do I get into good solid relationships with others? I'm not ready to be suspicious of everyone, I want to learn better ways and hopefully that will come to pass. Did I want to? No, because she was a freak. Wednesday, August 27, 2014. Recently we had a conversation at q160...
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Afraid of My Shadow: Part 2 of Hurt Feelings
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Afraid of My Shadow. For those who have been scared all their life, maybe there is a reason why. Saturday, August 1, 2015. Part 2 of Hurt Feelings. Reading back over the last few postings I have made, I realized that my postings sound rather preachy. And that is not my intent. Now, all kinds of people have misunderstood me in the past, I have been called all sorts of things, and I can't fully express what I was doing. The point is to not to judge where I am at and say to myself that this behaviour is goo...
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Afraid of My Shadow: July 2015
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Afraid of My Shadow. For those who have been scared all their life, maybe there is a reason why. Wednesday, July 29, 2015. I get the feeling that people are looking for relationship help. A lot of men it seems. This is good. Just hard to give advice to men, they are not the ones in charge. Sometimes I think it would be good if they can all be cornered and kept together and left for God to deal with. That is if God wants to. I struggle on and on. Each and every day. I do have good days though....Therapist...
