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Shemah's Journal :: January 1st, 2009
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Thursday, January 1st, 2009. Coaching for a New Year. Once again, I waited longer than I should have, to call for coaching (I have this story about being a pain and bothering people). But as the seminar leader pointed out, when we finally talked last week, at least I was able to wrap up the year to start the new one in style! In fact, that IS my stand for this New Year 2009: to be a Clearing for Possibility :). Thursday, January 1st, 2009.
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4 Recent Entries (0 Skipped). Doing loads better. Finally! Out of Africa" Toto. So on more than one level, I'm back; I've recovered from the trauma of the disability paperwork (and having to re-live the trauma telling about it), I've reconnected with my therapist and DBT therapy group, and I've gotten on a new medication that is working! Now if only my work will cooperate, and stop running out of work, and I'd be in clover! Tonight I am writing about what happened. So it's not like it's. And yet, I.
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Created on 6 September 2004 (#4450179). Last updated on 29 January 2009. At Home With Shemah. Adolfo Camarillo High School. Camarillo, CA (1969 - 1973). University of California - Santa Barbara. Santa Barbara, CA (1982 - 1986). American University In Cairo. Al-Qāhirah, al-Qāhirah, Egypt (1983 - 1984). I also write webpages, just for the fun of it! Lord of the rings. Follow us on Facebook. Follow us on Twitter. 1999 LiveJournal, Inc.
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Shemah's Journal :: Spiraling downward
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So it's not like it's. That it has to always be like this. But somehow, this message isn't getting through. The other conversation, the "bad" conversation, seems to have a lot of power over me, and there are so many days it's all I can do to crawl out of bed, because what's the use? And yet, I. I can be better, I. People who are always complainging and things are always going wrong for them. I don't want to.
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1 Recent Entries (0 Skipped). Hava Nagila" Helmut Lotti. Protocols: Handbook for the female slave. 1887895124 $19.95 (arrived 11/21/07; finished 11/30/07). A. I rate this A! This is the very first Lifestyle (as opposed to BDSM) book that I read; an absolute must-read for both Masters and slaves! My journal entries for Protocols. 1887895639 $19.95 (arrived 11/21/07; finished 12/10/07) A. My journal entries for Master/slave Relations. By Easton and Liszt. Screw the Roses, Send Me the Thorns. See all my jou...
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Shemah's Journal :: Doing loads better... Finally!
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Doing loads better. Finally! Out of Africa" Toto. So on more than one level, I'm back; I've recovered from the trauma of the disability paperwork (and having to re-live the trauma telling about it), I've reconnected with my therapist and DBT therapy group, and I've gotten on a new medication that is working! Now if only my work will cooperate, and stop running out of work, and I'd be in clover! I'm so glad you feel better! Is yours running out of work, too? And the REASON we have too many MT's? But that'...
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Shemah's Journal :: tonight I am writing about what happened
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Tonight I am writing about what happened. Well, maybe one. my ex Master, up in Canada. But he's there, and I'm here. And I don't have any choice. It has to be done. Period. You can do this. You'll make it through. and everybody out here is pulling for you!