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The Blehr Family: March 2011
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Ryon, Maryann, and Bella: Our Angel in Heaven. Our Rainbow After the Storm. I havent posted much over here lately.my world is pretty much centered around bringing Austin into this world healthy at the moment. Its very scarey! Lots of anxiety and emotions as the DD approaches and just not knowing. I cant wait to bring him out to Bella's resting place and reading to BOTH of my babies.1 watching over and the other in my arms. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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The Blehr Family: Normal
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Ryon, Maryann, and Bella: Our Angel in Heaven. Our Rainbow After the Storm. I feel like I could have totally written this. {If I could write}. Normal is having tears waiting behind every smile when you realize someone important is missing from all the important events in your family’s life. Normal for me is trying to decide how to celebrate Birthdays, Christmas, Thanksgiving, New Years, Valentine’s Day, July 4th and Easter. Normal is staring at every baby who looks like he is my baby’s age. And...Normal ...
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The Blehr Family: January 2012
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Ryon, Maryann, and Bella: Our Angel in Heaven. Our Rainbow After the Storm. Ive really been slacking in the blog department lately. Im just in a weird spot right now. I used to have SO much to say, so much going through my head. I dont know if its the sleep deprevaton or the not wanting everyone to know every little detail. (I never ended up making my blog private, altho im still considering it if I start blogging more! So now, im sort of in denial.it didnt really happy did it? I really had a GIRL? We se...
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The Blehr Family: Going back
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Ryon, Maryann, and Bella: Our Angel in Heaven. Our Rainbow After the Storm. The past few days I have been really emotional and this anxiety wont go away. (Anyone that has anxiety knows this feeling is misery! I just brushed it off until today when I realized why. My sister in law is about to deliver baby #2.at the same hospital I gave birth to Bella at. I havent been back since I was wheeled out empty handed barely 24 hours after I gave birth. {This hospital is only minutes from my house}.
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The Blehr Family: November 2011
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Ryon, Maryann, and Bella: Our Angel in Heaven. Our Rainbow After the Storm. So here we are.another holiday season. I really havent thought about it very much unlike last year where its ALL I thought about. Trying to figure out a way to skip it all. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and I was thinking to myself, ya know.it just doesnt feel right, something doesnt feel right. I pictured this year was going to be so different. Like my grief would just disappear! Im wondering if this is how it will always be? My orig...
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The Blehr Family: June 2011
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Ryon, Maryann, and Bella: Our Angel in Heaven. Our Rainbow After the Storm. My Mom is a Survivor. My mom is a survivor,. Or so I've heard it said. But I can hear her crying. When all others are in bed. I watch her lay awake at night. And go to hold her hand. She doesn't know I'm with her. To help her understand. But like the sands upon a beach. That never wash away. I watch over my surviving mom. Who thinks of me each day. She wears a smile for others,. A smile of disguise. But through Heaven's open door,.
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The Gaggle Grows: Precious time lost
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Wednesday, August 17, 2011. For anyone who hasn't been clued in, we did have the baby. Please check out the following site, as I really don't want to have to repeat all of it over again. I'll update about Anthony and everything else later on, right now its just so hard to get through each day. We will be planning some sort of fundraising in Bailey's honor for her birthday. Keep checking back for details on that. Might be a little while, but we do want to do this and every little bit helps. OMG= Oh My God.
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The Gaggle Grows: My three ring circus week
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Friday, June 17, 2011. My three ring circus week. Fast forward to Wednesday. Big dr appointment in st cloud. Ugh those have turned into such a pain, but whatever it takes for the baby. We woke up late (of all days for Anthony to sleep in! JUST missed hitting us. I had no idea what was going on because I had my nose in the baby name book. I didnt see much. By the time I had a chance to say "WTF? Get into the appointment and no shocker here, my blood pressure was 20 points over where it always is. Get ...
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The Gaggle Grows: October 2010
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Tuesday, October 12, 2010. Lordy-Me, we are starting to.WALK? Totally explained why he kept shoving his fingers up his nostrils! He was trying to trigger the nerve to make the pain go away! I can relate from when I had to have my front teeth worked on and my face hurt for a full 2 days after! F being his fangs, X being the teeth he has, and * being where there aren't any teeth yet. Its pretty funny to see him smile and see the while bumps not line up. But his teeth seem to be feeling better. But, getting...
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The Gaggle Grows: April 2011
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Friday, April 15, 2011. Ok, so I'm behind on the updates, but that's ok, because it mostly brings good news. But its all looking like the prayers are working in our favor. We have another appointment next Wednesday in Little Falls with our regular OB and at that appointment, we'll be addressing the pains in my belly (painful Braxton Hicks? Oh well, its all for a healthier baby, so I'll do it. Anything for my kids. And the personality has grown EVEN MORE! I didn't think it was possible! I got the idea to ...
